if one day my pillar of strength is gone. how?
i haf no idea too. i'll break down i guess.
if one day he doesnt care bout me anymore,
i mite kill myself. and im serious..

lesson were borin today.
but i guess my mood aint rite too..
i tink i only like assembly.

sorry Jy. if im not workin today, i mite go over.

i was sad i admit.
but after dat i didnt feel anythg..
i guess i'm numb. i cant feel anymore.
i tot i was alrite. but i was wrong.
when i was alone. i cant keep it anymore.
once again, tears flooded my eyes..

this time round its real.
to belief or to doubt its up to you.
everythg will end today.
tml onwards you'll juz be my fren.
i'll try hard.. i juz need sometime..
allow me to cry all i want tonite.
allow all der slashes on my wrist one last time.
tml, everythg will be gone. and you, outa my mind.

- sorry guys if i cant keep my promise. sorry if i let you guys down again.